You told me not to fall for you, so I tried so hard with all my might not to, and now your mad cause I can’t don’t show any feelings towards you back… sighs… your pretty messed up S.A.M.
I don’t know if it’s because I’ve become heartless due to the past or if I’m just scared to commit. But I don’t know what is going on and what to do anymore. Every step and every move I make is always wrong. How can you know right when you’ve never had it before. Everything always ends up wrong cause that’s what I’m used to, what I’m immune to. When something starts out good I always know it will end bad. It’s always too good to be true. I guess it is what it is, and life goes on. Not like it’s the first time anyways. I’m done.